it keeps on rollin'

So somehow my psychology major became a legal studies major became a physics major became an earth science major became a philosophy major and I still have one more quarter to actually solidify things.

Just what exactly do I want anyway? I'm not sure. Am I supposed to know what I want?
Somehow that seems like it would be too convenient...

I feel like what I should do is just get A DEGREE no matter what it's in. Might as well make it something that can hold my attention for more than a month or two, rather than fussing over what sort of jobs I'll be able to apply which majors to. I have a sneaking suspicion that such a thing is of little importance outside of the realm of science based professions. But what is my dream job anyway? Probably something I gave up on long ago before the point I can remember. Was I always such a loser that tried to rationalize his hopes and dreams? Did I always give up on things and lose interest before even trying them in earnest? Hey fuck that! I'm changing. I don't know how but I'm changing. Probably into something insensible but sometimes you NEED that.